New Moon..

The room was dimly lit and I was sitting beside the window soaking in the rays of the moon light. I felt a strange happiness and with the rays cleansing my soul, I was being transformed in to someone more beautiful and otherworldly. Who I was becoming, I could only surmise in retrospect. When I looked outside the window, everything around me was smiling at me and held its arms wide open to take me in. I felt a divine oneness with the universe and felt as pure as my mother’s smile. When I closed my eyes, I could feel her in my arms and wondered about the spell she was casting on me. The door creaked open (the sound was sweet) and came in the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I stopped breathing (forgot rather) and I could feel my soul leaving me and reaching out to her. Not wanting her feet to touch the ground, I advanced towards her, looked in to her eyes and lifted her in my arms.

“I can’t believe you are here, how can I be sure it’s not a dream?” said I to her. She smiled at me and then gently kissed my eyes. She then ran her fingers on my ears, gently moved her lips on them and whispered “I love you”. I could no longer feel anything and felt dreamy and lost. I then felt something as sweet as a honey pot and realized that her divine lips touched mine. If there was a bit of sanity still left in me after seeing her, I lost it then. I kissed her forehead and moved closer to her heart. I took a deep breath and felt her divine smell overpowering my senses. She then said to me – “Now that we have our senses filled with each other, do you still think it’s a dream?” I then gracefully bent on my knees and with arms wide open I said to her – “I want to live the dream for eternity and lose track of reality, would the angel give me company?” She came forward, took my head in her hands and pulled me closer to her. I held her tight and ran my fingers on her back trying to paint my thoughts. I think she understood the beauty of my thoughts and caressed me gently at first and restlessly as the moments passed. I got up slowly as if in a hypnotic state and savored every part of her on my ascent. I then lifted her (as I always do) and placed her gently on the bed right beside the window. The word beauty has to be redefined, if I had to describe the way she looked in the moonlight.

A flash of mischief crossed my mind and rolled myself besides her, caressing all the while. “I want to tie you up and want to see the uninhibited you. This way I would be able to see that part of you which asserts itself the most, would be thrilling!” - said I. She slapped me hard and before I could realize the force of it, she started kissing me passionately and I realized that this was her way of saying yes to my proposal. To show my gratitude, I decided to tie her with something I wore (But honestly, I guess it was more of an effort to show off my ripped bod!). Nature was a witness to what happened that night, am too human to write about the divinity of that day!

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Today was new moon and I realized that I was travelling back in time to that day, when we were together (or should I say ‘when we wanted to be with each other?’) This isn’t a dream, but rather something which happened in the past. She was beside me, but we weren’t together! I turned towards her and I still couldn’t stop smiling when I saw the angel sleep. With her lips twisted and her pink cheeks covering her eyes, it took an effort to abstain from kissing her! Some events have an irrevocable and everlasting effect on our lives and the very same people who were once so important in our lives, become mere mirages. You can only crave for them, but can never actually reach them. I firmly believe that when things take such a nasty turn, it’s better to stay apart than fall apart. With a heavy heart, I decided to move on and leave without a trace. She was as serene as a sleeping ocean and when I looked at her I could see my blues (unhappiness) reflect on her skin and couldn’t help smiling at the irony (aren’t oceans blue?). I decided to sail away, far away! I kissed her gently on the cheeks, placed the letter I wrote beside her (with the customary PS) and left with a heavy heart.

Drifting in my thoughts and killing the ghosts of the past, I reached the Railway Station. I felt alone in the middle of everybody and found everyone moving mechanically past me. They dint notice me and I started to wonder if I even existed! My mind liberated from its ostensibly ordinary fetters, felt liberated and at peace. With an unknown power guiding me, I got in to the train like a flying soul. I closed my eyes and my heart started to debate with my mind, about the state I found myself currently in. A few minutes passed and when I opened my eyes, I noticed that the train has started moving and with it came the sad realization that it was too late to do anything.

It was precisely at this moment, that I found that something was seriously wrong. I noticed that, I was stilling on the platform and the train was moving away. I was perplexed and before I could react, I found the touch of a familiar hand on my shoulders. I turned behind and there she was, with tears in her eyes. I stood mechanically and having lost control over myself I hugged her and cried. She took my hands in hers and said – “The tides have passed and the moon rises again in full bloom. It’s time we cleanse our souls in the heavenly blue rays and bask in the eternal glory”. Hand in hand, we went back home. It was full moon that day and it was no coincidence.

PS:-
In the above story can you be really sure if the train had left? Thoughts can defy logic and can cross boundaries. Close your eyes and stretch your hand, you may find him holding it. Belief and the power of your thoughts make it possible…